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Sexless Demons and Scars (1997)

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1. AMERICAN MADE

Give me some antiseptic
To wash this headache away
Give me a syringe
To inject the pain
Give me something pretty I hope I'll never be
I'd rather be creepy and very strange
Give me a cake that I can mix and bake
In a Betty Crocker oven that I will break

Bake it up and we will
Stab Stab Stab
Come on, don't be afraid
We will make you
Stab Stab Stab
My world is evil but American made


Give me something easy that I can complicate
Something healthy that I can infect
Give me a mate in a crippled state
With Halloween teeth that I can break

Bake it up and we will
Stab Stab Stab
Come on, don't be afraid
We will make you
Stab Stab Stab
My world is evil but American made


Momma's apple pie got a cockroach in it
Burn the flag with a fag
Momma's apple pie got a cockroach in it
Burn the flag with a fag
Momma's apple pie got a cockroach in it
Burn the flag with a fag
Momma's apple pie got a cockroach in it

Burn the flag with a fag

Bake it up and we will
Stab Stab Stab
Come on, don't be afraid
We will make you
Stab Stab Stab
My world is evil but American made
American made
American grave
in an American grave

2. HORRIBLE

I can't exist anymore
till I destroy you
I hate everyone
Don't know what to do
Ingesting flesh and bone
makes me a cannibal
Or am I criminal?
I feel so horrible

Horrible
Now everything's horrible
Horrible


Sucking on colour forms
Becoming see through
Still hating everyone
as I detest you
I do not feel wrong
this makes me durable
or am I criminal
I'm so damn horrible

Horrible
Now everything's horrible
Horrible


Fade into yesterday
Searching for my youth
Trying to digest it all
Searching for the truth
Self centered devil spawn
This makes me durable
Or am I criminal
I'm fucking horrible

Horrible
Now everything's horrible
Horrible


Horrible
Now everything's horrible
Horrible
Horrible

3. MY CAT

My cat
Cool cat
Good cat
Pussy cat


When I see him walking
Makes no sense to me
My cat is everywhere
We watch him on TV

My cat is amazing
He can play the guitar
He may not be an actor
But he's a pussy superstar


My cat
Cool cat

My cat is everywhere
Sees what he can see
He may not be an actor
He acts atrociously

My cat is amazing
He can play the guitar
He may not be an actor
But he's a pussy superstar


My cat isn't crazy
He's everything to me
My cat burns the bible
And he thinks it's so funny


He isn't very good
He isn't very smart
He may not be Picasso
But he is a work of art

Hates me as much as I hate you

My cat
Cool cat
Good cat
Pussy cat


When I see him walking
Makes no sense to me
My cat is everywhere
We watch him on TV

My cat is amazing
He can play the guitar
He may not be an actor
But he's a pussy superstar

My cat isn't crazy
He's everything to me
My cat burns the bible
And he thinks it's so funny

He isn't very good
He isn't very smart
He may not be Picasso
But he is a work of art

My cat is handsome
He can play the guitar
He can break my arm in seven places
He can eat a whole watermelon
My cat my cat

4. SUPER SADIST

Super angry
Super hated
Super evil
Super serrated
Super guitar
Super faded
Never sad sad sad

Super hated
Super sarcastic
Super sedated
The super sadist

Keeps his hands in his mouth
That's gold plated
Hates himself more and more
Cause he's made it
Super evil
Super jaded
Never sad sad sad

Super hated
Super sarcastic
Super sedated
The super sadist


Super high tech
Super pay check
Super ego
Super hate pro
Super cautious
Super nauseous
Never sad sad sad

Super all gone
Super hold on
Super ego
Super phenomenon
Super destroy
Super small boy
Never sad sad sad

Super asshole
Super nothing

5. DEVIL WITH THE BLACK DRESS ON

Wash off those scabs dear
or fingernail pick them clean
Pray to all your long lost demons
and justify your means

Devil has a new shape
Devil has a new ride
Devil has a problem but he locks it up inside
Shit angel

Kids sure like the devil these days
and I'm the devil with the black dress on
Do you want to own me angel
cause I own you now you're gone

Kids sure like the devil these days
and I'm the
devil with the black dress on
Do you want to hate me angel
cause I hate you now you're gone


Did you believe it cause I said so
Did you believe it was true
Did you believe it cause I said so angel
I sure lied to you

Did you believe it cause I said so
Did you believe it was true
I'm eternal and infernal and I sure lied to you
Shit angel

Kids sure like the devil these days
and I'm the devil with the black dress on
Do you want to own me angel
cause I own you now you're gone

Kids sure like the devil these days
and I'm the devil with the black dress on
Do you want to hate me angel
cause I hate you now you're gone

Good girl with the black eyes
Believe in future past
Everything that I want happens
See how long that lasts

Devil has a hot rod
Devil high on speed
Devil has a black dress
So her arms can bleed


Kids sure like the devil these days
and I'm the devil with the black dress on
Do you want to know me angel
cause I know you now you're gone

Kids sure like the devil these days
and I'm the devil with the black dress on
Do you want to hurt me angel
cause I'm hurting now you're gone


Go go go gone
Go go go gone
Go go go go go go go
Gone


6. GIRLSCOUT

If you want it did you never want for more
The girlscout fell from grace
If you want it did you never want for more
I spit inside her face
If you want it did you never want for more
The lines that cut right through
If you want it did you never want for more
The numbness that was you

What I want, what will I need
To sacrifice what I believe
My little girlscout, your mouth is getting sore
Will you love me any less if I hurt you any more

If you want it did you never want for more
Cleansing every sore
If you want it did you never want for more
Sold from door to door
If you want it did you never want for more
Finish what you start
If you want it did you never want for more
Dehumanize my heart

What I want, what will I need
To sacrifice what I believe
My little girlscout, your mouth is getting sore
Will you love me any less if I hurt you any more


And I was never your number one fan
How can I grow a girl when you never were a man
and I was never nice and I've gone too far
You don't need to be nice when you've been kissed by a star
Kissed by a star,
kissed by a star
Hurt by a star,
fucked by a star
Kissed by a star
,
kissed by a star
Kissed by a star

Fuck what I want
Fuck what I need

I'll sacrifice what I believe
My little girlscout, your mouth is getting sore
Will you love me any less if I hurt you any more

7. SWOLLEN

Hey chew toy head you're swollen
and disfigured
If I strech out your face do you feel
any bigger
If I piss in your eyes will you
will you see
That you think that you are
so much better than me

Why are my lips so
Why are my are my
Why are my lips so swollen

Hey chew toy head you're broken
and disfigured
Circus sideshow freak grows
bigger and bigger
if I piss in your mouth will you
taste in me
Or do you still think you are
so much bigger than me

Why are my lips so
Why are my are my
Why are my lips so swollen


Hey chew toy head we're spoiled
and disfigured
I pissed in my pants and I don't
feel any bigger
I let out the freak
for all to see
And she won't let you think that you're
so much better than me

Why are my lips so
Why are my are my
Why are my lips so swollen shut shut shut

8. POOR IMPULSE CONTROL

I envy your demise
I hope it's all you dreamed it would be
One bullet in this gun
Not sure if it's for you or me

I envy your demise
With all the guilt you hid away
All the lies that I had spun
And all the times I wished you'd stay

Now, all that I'll ever suffer
All that I'll ever be
All that I'll ever ruin
You can always cover me with makeup


I envy your demise
Seven hundred and fifty degrees
When it burned it smelled like you
But it scorched and looked a lot like me

I envy your demise
You never said that you'd try
When I had to lose control
Lose control to really cry

Now, all that I'll ever abuse
All that I'll ever see
All that I'll ever ruin
You can always cover it with makeup

All that I'll ever limit
All that I'll ever try
All that I'll ever trust
You can always cover it with

All that I'll ever abuse
All that I'll ever see
All that I'll ever ruin
You can always cover it with makeup

9. LOLLIROT

You are insatiable
Latex smile peels off your skull
Everyone knows you need a piece of
lollirot
Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirotten

Hard rock queens in ripped up jeans
Everyone thinks they're so obscene
Bend them over you get a taste of
lollirot
Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirotten


Evil boy still the best
Peanut butter smeared on his chest
Get real close you'll get a taste of
lollirot
Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirotten


We are all candy covered on the outside
Peel away the shell and we're rotten on the inside
We are all angry, angry on the outside
Peel out your eyes
Take my advice
Blinded by fear, sugar and spice

We are all candy covered on the outside
Peel away the shell and we're frightened on the inside
We are all angry, angry on the outside
Peel away the shell and we're rotten on the inside


You are insatiable
Latex smile peels off your skull
Everyone knows you need a piece of
lollirot
Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirotten


Evil boy still the best
Peanut butter smeared on his chest
Get real close you'll get a taste of
lollirot
Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirotten

10. COVET

Hold on to your everybody
The people that you know are the ones you hate, the ones you hate
Break me you covetous creature
Then piece me back together like a star

Come on now, come on now
The bigger that you get the more you wait
Show me how, show me how
The less you know the better off you are

Covet love it learn to break
Want this my love your mistake


Show me you treacherous teacher
You own everything in your sight in your sight now
Possess that special feature
That everything you say and do is right

Come on now, come on now
and everyone does just what you say
Teach me how, teach me how
To get everyone the fuck out of your way

Covet love it learn to break
Want this my love your mistake

Covet love it learn to break
Want this my love your mistake


I learned just how to beat you
Cause everything you say just disappears
So glad I got to meet you
I covet everything you ever feared

Hold on now, hold on now
You taught me how to hate and how to hurt
Show me how, show me how
To spit in their faces with your dick in the dirt dear

Covet love it learn to rape
Want this my love your mistake

11. WORKING WITH MEAT

We are desensitised
Television did not break me
Been broke since I was born
I am breaking up with you

We are desensitised
Shove comfort up my nose
I feel dysfunctional
but numb enough for two

We are desensitised
I've lost my only friend
Left here alone again
They left me here alone

We are the meat you work with
This is your sense of failure
If you work me way too long
The failure stains your hands

We are the meat you've eaten
Cut us with your sharpest knife
you've been away so long
The maggots eat away

We are desensitised

Television does not hate me
Had hate for way too long
I hate you very much

We are desensitised
Shove comfort up my nose
I feel dysfunctional
But numb enough for two

We are the meat you work with
This is your sense of failure
If you worked me way too long
The failure stains your hands

We are the meat you've eaten
Cut us with your sharpest knife
You've been away so long
The maggots eat away

We all are new wave faggots
Digesting old drug habits
We've been away so long
The maggots eat
The maggots eat away

12. CUMDUMPSTER

C-c-c-c-call me cumdumpster
C-c-c-c-call me a cunt
C-c-c-call me clever Is that still ok


D-d-d-d-did you watch the TV
Or hear it on the radio
Watch out for afterschool specials
Are we still ok
Well Ok

You call, and I'll answer
Make me understand
Why I have to hate you
That's quite ok

C-c-c-c-cumdumpster
C-c-c-c-cunt
C-c-c-call me clever
Is that still ok


D-d-d-d-did you tap the payphone
Or read it in a magazine
Becoming afterschool specials
Are we still ok
Well ok

You call, I'll answer
Make me understand
Why I have to hate you
That's quite ok

C-c-c-c-cumdumpster
C-c-c-c-cunt
C-c-c-call me clever
Is that still ok


D-d-d-d-do you still need me
Now that I'm a monster
Paranoid media frenzy

Tells me I'm ok

You call, I'll answer
Make me understand
How I have to hate you
That's quite ok
v You call, and I'll answer
You'll ask and I'll lie
As I grow to hate you
That's quite ok
Quite OK

13. EVERYTHING'S BROWN

Hello I'm here to invite you
To things you cannot feel
and if you push me too far
You might believe I'm real


Teeth scrape beneath the sweater
To when you hate and steal
Or do you think it better
To obsess and not reveal

I know your secret
It scrapes you way down
Everything was clean
Now everything's brown


Don't try to hide it
Know you cannot feel
What you are is something
that I won't reveal

Hello I'm here to invite you
To things you cannot feel
and if you fall apart
You'll pretend I'm not real


You can't erase what you are
So don't even try
and how can I be truthful
When everything I am is a lie

I know your secret
It scrapes you way down
Everything came clean
Now everything's brown


Don't try to hide it
When you dig to feel
When it falls apart
I hope I won't reveal

Hello, remember
Hello, remember
Hello, remember
Hello
I'm real real real
You think I'm not real

14. ANGEL'S FUCK

I woke up, mourning
I woke up dead today
I aged a thousand years or more
I flinch when you are nice
You kill me with a single word
When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure

I'll bask in your forever
You just waste my time
I want to drag you down, down with me
I wanted to help, to help destroy the world
I wanted to be that, to be that special girl

Everybody's got a little something to hide, but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me
I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity
Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me


I dreamed that I was you
I dreamed your ego died
Sad who loves you more than I do
I know you lied

I'll bask in your forever
Fucking waste of time
Angels fuck and devils screw

I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world
Piss in your heart and be that, and be that special girl

Everybody's got a little something to hide but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me
I'm living in a teenage negative mediocrity
Everybody's got a little someone to trust but me


But me, but you
Not me
Hate you
Love me
, love me,
hate you
Want me
, fuck you,
hate me
Kill you
Fuck me
, like you,
want me
Like you
, want you,
fuck you
Fuck me
, fuck you,
fuck you fuck you fuck me
Fuck you
, fuck me, fuck you fuck you fuck me

(
You never loved me)
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me


I will never make it better
I will never make it better
It will always hurt you fucking asshole

Sexless Demons and scars
Label: Risk Records
Released: 1997
 
Jessicka - vocals, lyrics, razors, scars, misanthropy, bugs, candy, cancer.
Agent Moulder - bass, keyboards, piano, integral convolutions, tribulation.
Lauracent Simpson - drums, pills, hurting, straws.
HoHo Spade - guitar, bullets, shooting, bikes, fizzies, metal.